unbloggability

   I had a big long post kind of halfway typed out, and then realized that I couldn't publish it without pissing off people I care about who would think it inappropriate to share, sending Stalky into masturbatory overdrive, and probably making those of y'all who aren't Stalky feel helplessly and abjectly sorry for me. It's not A Money Thing. There's nothing anyone can do to help. It's just...unbloggable. And sad. And I think I am going to give myself permission, just for tonight, to drown The Sad in alcohol and junk food. There should be some news on the third. I will either be able to talk about this after that, or else things'll get a whole lot worse. If that happens...I don't even know.

   The universe really is fucking senselessly cruel sometimes.

   Distractions welcome.

 

P.S. Please do not e-mail or DM me to ask what this is about, even if we are the very best of friends. I don't feel like discussing it and can't try to figure out a plan to deal with it until I know just how bad it is, hence the consultation of the Relevant Expert on the third.

Comments

[Jackie]

I too have an "un-bloggable" "do not talk about" issue... but I have to wait until the 16th of October, and then longer (for results) after that.

No idea if my "thing" is the same as your, but either way, I hope we both end up in the good :)

[tracynicholrose]

Sorry. I hope the 3rd brings good news

[Stephanie]

I don't know what else to say except: hang in there. Fingers crossed for good news on the 3rd.

[Editdebs]

Wishing (and praying for) good resolutions for you.

[Jessicadennis]

Sending non-specific good thoughts your way

[Lala]

the IRONY - I was going to ask you exactly what your p.s. warned about. I'm such a nosey nelly. Know that I care.....

[winecat]

Sending positive thoughts your way.

[Kali]

ALL THE HUGS

[krlr]

Not asking. Just sending love. And noting for the record that there is nothing wrong with junk food & booze when needed.